Thursday, January 6, 2011

the myth of invincible me

I've had a tendancy to believe I can do just about anything if I set my mind to it. But, today I feel stuck in an inertia kind of funk. I have two health issues going on. Either one by itself wouldn't seem bad, but having them at the same time has made me feel stuck. One is the root canal redo I had a couple months ago. Well, on Christmas Eve it started to look and feel infected. It progressed to a full on absess. I've been on antibiotics that I got from my NPA and the swelling and pain has diminished a bit. I'm just stuck not wanting to call the endodontist and find out what's next. What's next is probably losing this damn expensive tooth.

The other issue is my right hip. Ever since working out in Austin while visiting my daughter in early November, my right hip has been uncomfortable. I thought it was probably arthritis because I recently developed it in my right pinky knuckle and have had degenerative joint disease in my neck for a few years. I've been doing a lot of walking lately since the weather hasn't been conducive to bike riding. The hip discomfort/pain is getting worse -- interfering with sleep. Now I'm wondering if I have a stress fracture. I don't want to make the arrangements to have this checked out because it scares me that I might need surgery or be on crutches for a while.

Bottom line is I feel like I'm breaking down. Not so invincible after all.

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5 comments:

Lori Lynn said...

Health issues are so frustrating, especially when you are wanting to stay active! I hope that you feel better soon. ;-)

Lee said...

Lori Lynn - Thanks for the encouragement. I felt better after venting here and called the endodontist. You're right, it's not so much that I expect to have perfect health and to never age, but my fear is loss of the ability to be active.

Unknown said...

I think that would just about be enough for my plate as well. Chronic pain can really be debilitating and it's normal to feel overwhelmed. I have degenerative disc disease in my back and can sympathize about the pain; however, having a tooth involved must be very difficult. Some days you just need to play 'give up'; I bet by tomorrow however, you will know that you need to take steps so that this gets resolved and you can get your life back. I hope you're back on the road to recovery soon - hang in there.

Lee said...

Thanks, Ellen. Your comment is very helpful. :)

Cammy@TippyToeDiet said...

Ah, my sister in dentistry woes. I have to have a former root canal turned into a dental implant at some time in the near future. I think my mouth is a bigger money pit than my house. :)

So sorry for your funk! Do you think a deep tissue massage would help your hip? Have you checked to make sure your walking shoes don't need to be replaced?

Hope you have a restorative weekend!